Coming in second, third, fourth, or what have you has never been an option in my life. Growing up, I can distinctly remember watching the Olympics with my parents. I caught on rather quickly that America simply kicks butt. Our nation believes in nothing but first place and neither do I. I think that that is what makes me so apprehensive about the AP test coming up.
I have been relatively successful in whatever I have tried in life. Things that I am not good at make me only work harder to be successful. I get good grades, I play varsity sports, I do a bunch of extra-curricular activities, and I even do stuff outside of LHS (crazy, right?). And in all of the above, I have awards hanging on my wall saying I have excelled in the various areas of my life. I say the preceding not to be a braggart, but because I expect success. I expect a five on the AP Lit test, as do so many people in our class because we are all so incredibly driven.
While we have worked hard all year , it is highly improbable that we will all get a five on the test (myself included). And I think that that is okay. We should all push ourselves to the absolute limit and bust our tails, but we must remember that at the end of the day, it is only a test. Not being the most successful sucks. Getting beaten in a scholarship essay competition by a kid who has always one-up’d in every part of life sucks. In the grand scheme of things though, the AP Test, essay competitions, being popular, and getting the girl are all so minor compared to who we will become. Regardless of our scores be them 3’s, 4’s, or 5’s (we are ALL capable of getting that J) we will ALL become outstanding individuals, and that’s the important thing. So my message is simple: stress about the AP Test, but not too much because there are so many more things that are more important than this AP test.